Monday, December 05, 2005
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I dunno wat e hell was i thinkin when i tot i could confined myself in a small lab, breathin mercaptoethanol everydae....it's a no wonder i alwaz gt headache n migraine after long hrs in e lab......
There r potential traps everywhere!!!
Wif tons n tons of toxic n corrosive chemicals, wif bioharzardous compounds everywhere, wif a boss who dun realli giv a shit abt his subordinates' health, it's clearly explained e numerous times i hav fallen sick tis yr.....
ARGH!!!! I hav enough liao lah!!! WTF was wrong wif mi? Kaoz....hw can i actually think i can stay in a lab? I hate office politics, hate 2 put up a suck up face which is y i chose 2 work in a lab....lesser pple so more ping jing loh......butz is so jing so boring till i wanna die loh.....
I noe tis isnt mi.....isnt wat i wan.....butz yet i stayed on....Y??? Coz as compared 2 the jobs some of my other peers hav, tis job pay rather gd, wif many gd benefits n e best part is it's course-related.....I guess i stayed on 4 e fear of adaptin a new environment n thou e job isnt tat fantastic, it's after all a relatively ez job......guess i juz wanna stay in tis comfort zone.....
Butz...i m nt movin anywhere......is nt as if my boss is gonna teach mi new stuffs or giv mi new stuffs 2 do.....he treat us like production workers loh......day in day out, do e same thingy...
I can even sae it out right tat he is selfish, a xiao ren who scare tat wi may 1 dae outshine him.....kaoz....realli xiao xin yan man.....
I m nt gonna stay there learnin nthin new loh.....u think i ben dan or wat.....waste my time slog 4 u meh?
Haiz....i dun even noe if it's e generation gap between my colleagues or it's juz simply tat i m dif frm others....i dun seem 2 fit in2 e research line loh.....or mayb i hav reached a full stop in tis job, tat y i dun c any possibilties liao.....haiz.....
I wanna change job!!! If possible, i wanna change line!!!! I dun wanna b confined 2 4 walls filled wif toxins!!!! Anybody gt lobang??? Tell mi can.....
Another thing tat giv mi a headache is: "Shld i change 2 study pharmaceutical management?"
I dun wanna juz study science coz it will limit my choices....i wanna learn some management so tat i can b more flexible butz the pharmaceutical management is offered by University of Bradford.....in term of uni ranking, UWA definitely comes way b4 University of Bradford loh....butz as i scanned thru e modules for pharmaceutical management, it consists of all those marketin mangement, marketin research, resource planning modules which seem so appealing 2 mi.....
It's between a better uni or a better course. I dun wanna b like others lohz....juz get in2 NUS 4 its reputation....I wanna determine my future nt let e uni determine loh....butz wat if singapore dun realli recognise e bradford honours? Den hw? Suck thumb ah?
Any advice? I nw still gt time 2 change loh b4 it's way 2 late.....
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