Friday, August 15, 2008
0 cHeRI LefT TheIr FoOTpRiNTs
Don't Say You LuV Me, You Don't Even Know Me....
Everybody say they understand,
But in actual fact they dont;
If they do,
They would have placed themselves in my shoes,
Walk around with it,
Understand what is going through my head,
And feel how I feel.
But all they care is what they think,
How they feel,
Den please dont tell me that you understand
And want to make me feel better,
Coz how do u do that when you dont understand at all......
I am having 2 exams tomorrow; haven been studying so I am really mugging hard now. Anyway, today during our meeting, I was informed that I will be flying to Bangkok on the week of my birthday.
Nope, not to celebrate, not to holiday, not to take a break, but to do an external event.....
Should I feel sad about that? I also dunno....I did not have any feelings then, neither do I feel anything now.
Normally for such things, I will inform my close ones at the very first moment. But till now, I have not told anyone....
I just dont feel like telling them....
I guess I am either disappointed with them or I am just pmsing.............
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |7:55 PM|
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
0 cHeRI LefT TheIr FoOTpRiNTs
SaDdeD......As he walks down the path with me, I get used to his presence and it takes awhile to get used to his absence. I guess that explains why:
My bed seem so spacious.
I can't sleep that well at night.
My bed is not made in the morning.
I have no dinner.
My hand will always reach out to my hp but before reaching it, my hand is drawn back.
I am feeling really stressed now. With 3 exams and 3 more-than-a-day events, how not to be stressed? I have not study for anything yet and my first paper is next Monday and the best thing is it is a law paper.
I am so used to having him truly understanding the amount of stress I am going through and how hard it is for me to always put a strong front. It feels so good to be able to let go my strong side and just whine and complain. But, I dont have the luxury to do that now.
It feels terrible to be sick, especially I have been sick since last Wednesday. I have been having sore throat and coughing like hell for a week...I need to rest, to recharge, but I cant, I cant afford to, looking at the amount of school work and work I have.
I just hope for all these to pass, for a good rest and for him to come back..................
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |9:14 PM|
Saturday, August 02, 2008
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Sick...SO Sick!
Nothing much to say, other than....
I am sick, about to lose my voice, stressed and tired.
Orh ya....did I mentioned that I feel cold too?
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |3:36 PM|