Thursday, January 31, 2008
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Yesterday was my Principles of Accounting paper. Frankly speaking, I know nuts about POA and I find it so confusing to create so many statements just to keep track of all the accounts, assets, liabilities, and equities blah blah blah. I was literally pulling my hairs and cursing in the classroom because I find it so confusing especially the debit, credit part, the bank reconciliation and the cash flow. When the lecturer told us we need to answer five questions out of seven, I was like “Shit man! How am I supposed to do five 5 questions in 3 hours? How am I going to figure all those numbers and put them at the right place?” I was really worried for this paper, so scared that I will mess up all the concepts and theories that I practice all the tutorial questions again and again.
I guess the hard work did pay off because I actually finished the paper in about an hour time. The tutorial questions were definitely much harder and tedious as compared to the exam and I guess that is why I find the paper quite easy and was able to complete it within such a short time. I hope I did get all the statements right and did not pluck in any wrong figures and I prayed that I can at least get a distinction for this module.
I was having the Thursday blues today, as I am so so tired after a day of studying and exam, I still have to wake up early today and go for work. And honestly speaking, I am really dreading my work now because a lot of unclear shit has been surfacing recently. The stuffs have been ding dong there for months and months and nobody actually bother about it and now being the only one, I have to settle all that when I have no head or tail, whatsoever the situation is. Sorry to say this, I am just so glad that I wont be here for long to see any more of such things.
On a happy note, I just received my exam results for Principles of Marketing and I actually got a HD, High Distinction for my paper! This is my first HD I received! I have never studied hard enough to get any distinction before, so I guess staying up till 4+ am just to study for it did pay off. I am so thankful for the good result, at least I did not disappoint my mum, dear who stayed up with me and me myself for putting all the effort and listen attentively in class. This is definitely a good start for year 2008 and my studies. Now, I just wished for more Distinctions and High Distinctions to come. Hopefully, I am not being too greedy with this wish.
Later, I must go for class again. This time, it is Introduction to Commercial Law. Oh oh! LAW! I just hoped the classes wont be too dry till I fall asleep. Haven been sleeping much lately and I totally missed the days whereby I can sleep till the sun shine on my backside and just enjoy my carefree Sunday doing nothing but relaxing at home. Now, I only can wish for CNY to come soon and enjoy the four days doing nothing, free from studying and exam stress!I guess my energy level has more or less regained! With good results and such excellent motivation, I am sure I can top everything and get a degree with flying colours. The right attitude will give the right results!!! I believe I can find a good job soon and I am sure my friends who have already quit will also get one too!
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |10:00 AM|
Monday, January 28, 2008
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With her...Falling in love has never been so sweet and swimming has never been so fun and enjoyable.
This Wednesday will be her Accounting paper... all the best and good luck sweetie..
Love,Bunny
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |12:36 AM|
Thursday, January 24, 2008
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It was my second exam yesterday, Quantitative Methods. The exam was ok and I am really hoping to get a higher distinction or a distinction for it.
I was on leave yesterday to prepare myself for the exams and today when I came back to work; news of my resignation has spread to different departments. Some of them was shocked by my sudden decision and some was wondering why cant I stay a little longer till my other colleague come back from her leave. I know my resignation implicated other people and I am really sorry that they have to cover my duties during my absence till a replacement is found. I hate to cause trouble and inconvenience to others because it makes me feel really bad, but I really had enough. During my one year here, I have seen many people leaving, some are so sudden that they leave within a day or two, some they left after a month notice. Most of the time, I will be the one covering their duties till a replacement is found. I cant deny that I am tired from constantly doing two people’s job. Even now, I am still doing so. It is good in a way because I get to learn many new things from doing other people’s work, but there is a time whereby I feel sick and tired of it and this is the time now. With my packed study schedule, I am really worn out. I am tired of facing all those uncleared work left by others, tired of being asked questions which I am totally clueless about. If I could run away and hide somewhere, I will be gladly to. Sounds like I am living in denial? I guess I am for now, but I do need some time to heal and recharge myself before setting off again.
In principles of marketing, I learnt about what are needs, wants, demands and the differences between them. In life, I am sure all of us have many needs, wants and demands. But ironically, what you need may not be what you want, what you want is not what you need and sometimes what you get is neither of these two. Sometimes, time make a difference too. Something may be right but because it comes at the wrong time, it becomes a wrong thing and something because, it comes at the right time, everything seems to be right. Sounds complicated? Life is complicated mah and so are Scorpios.
I admit that I am one fucking complicated girl. Sometimes I wonder why I am a Scorpio and not a Gemini. There are many times whereby I feel I have split personalities. What I am in the day is different from what I am at night. What I am alone is different from what I am with friends. What I am thinking is different from what my heart is thinking. Sounds complicated huh?? Haha…I think so too. I wish I could be a simpler girl with lesser thoughts and ideas but wouldn’t that make mi a rather boring person?
Haoyi always tell me how much she enjoyed being with me because I somehow always channel very positive energy to her, motivating her and perking her up. But recently, I have been feeling rather negative and drained. I guess it is due to the lack of sleep, exam stress and the working environment I am in now. People, friends always see a very sunny side of me, very positive with lots of logics, but I myself suddenly feel lost. I cant wait to take the break to do nothing but to reflect on myself, think about my future and have plenty of rest to fully recharge myself to be the fighter I have always been.
Suddenly, I miss Taipei a lot. I don’t know why but I miss the busy streets, the cooling weather, the yummilicious food, the shopping malls, the outskirts, the railway train, the train station, the beautiful sunset, the beautiful sea view, the fresh seafood, the old and unique streets of Jiu Fen, the Dong Jiang You Tiao, the convenience stores and the packed food they sell, the friendly people there and many many more. I wish I could be there right now, enjoying the nice weather. That would really be bliss. Better still, I pray that I can find a job, which allows me to fly to Taiwan as often as possible…please? I promise to be a really good girl……
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |11:41 AM|
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
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Just awhile ago, I was thinking of this business development training programme that I am being offered and my Quantitative Methods exams till DD called me to tell me that his mum has prepared dinner already. Vegetable soup, sweet and sour pork, vension meat cooked in spring onion....Right now, all these are the ones that I am picturing and I can hear a silent alarm ringing in my head. I told myself I want to go on a diet before CNY. But have I done it? Nope. How to? When there is so many good food waiting for, calling out to me.
Haiz...lesson learnt: Do not choose a bf whose parents are fantastic chefs unless you are slim like hell and wont grow fat no matters how much you eat.
Verdict: It is too late for me for I have sunk too much to get out and I do enjoy his parents' cookings. Hehe it's nice to eat home-cooked food loh. The only route for me now is to go exercise but I got no time. Haha excuses again. OK! I promise I will do my yoga this week.
Tata....Gotta go and savour my good food liao...haha.....
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |5:56 PM|
Monday, January 21, 2008
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I am at work but my brain is so stoned. It does not seem to be working at all. It has been really hectic for me these past 2 weeks.
11 Jan: 7 - 10pm lesson
12 Jan: 9am - 5pm lesson
13 Jan: 9am - 5pm lesson
16 Jan: 7 -10pm Principles of Marketing Exam
17 Jan: 7-10pm lesson
19 Jan: 9am - 5pm lesson
20 Jan: 9am - 5pm lesson
23 Jan: 7 -10pm Quatitative Methods Exam
Yupz...my weekends are burnt for 2 consecutive weeks already and this is not all. I still have to burn another 2 more consecutive weeks for Principles of Accounting and Introduction to Commercial Law. Orh oh...POA!!! I have never study POA in Sec Sch or in Poly. But never mind, I also never study Principles of Marketing before, but I still made in through to the exam. I just hope my brain will be more clear, alert and absorbent to absorb all these profits, loss, revenue blah blah blah knowledges within 3 days. The notes are really thick man! Butz I shall alwayz remember: "When the going gets tough, the tough get going!" and yupz, I am one tough girl for sure....hmm...*LBB, you better keep quiet, if not I shall destroy evidence* Haha.
I have tendered my resignation to my current workplace last Monday and my last day of service is 13th of Feburary, 1 day before Valentine's Day! Hehe...I know this is totally irrelevant lah, but I dont want to work on Valentine's Day loh. Everywhere you go, you see so many couples, then the girl will have flowers lah, big balloons lah, teddy bears in milk bottles lah and what so ever. See liao also sianz....
Normally, I will only resign when I have found another job. But this time, I decided enough is enough and so I resigned before I actually get myself a job. I cannot deny that I am worried about being jobless, but I dont see a point in staying if I know this is no longer what I want for my future. I have learnt many things, acquire a lot of organizing and administrative skills from here, but it have more or less come to a stagnant point. On top of that, I have to cover too many duties and responsibilities that it left me quite breathless, especially when I am doing such intensive course now.
My ultimate goal is to work in a PR and marketing field. Since I am so already so clear about this, the more I should not waste my time here because this will definitely not lead me to anywhere near there. I know it is going to be tough for the next few weeks or maybe months being jobless and broke, but I believe I will be able to find a better one which can provide me with a chance to learn what I want and give me a better career prospects and advancement. If you dont step out of the small well, how would you know how big and blue the sky is? I know I have been worrying a lot for this past week, with exam stress, course work and being jobless. I know I have been really a pain in the ass and tempermental at times. But I will look on the bright side like I always have and I shall fight for my better future. Sorry dear and thanks for being there. I will make sure you will be proud of me whether it is exam results or work.
I still have more to write but I got to meet my Sweetheart, At liao. So maybe I shall continue again. Till then, enjoy yourselves everyone and look on the SUNNY side. Hehe..
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |3:50 PM|
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
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Today is sweetie's first exam for her bridging module and she's been studying so hard for it. She has only slept for 3 hours since yesterday and is now still reading her notes. In 2 hours time she will be at Le Meridien taking the paper..Really hope she'll get the grade she studied so hard for and hope she won't be so stressed out. These few months have been hectic and stressful for her with her colleagues going on maternity leave and having to juggle her time between work, her family, friends, me and herself. She deserves a big hug and pat on the back..All the best sweetie!
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |4:59 PM|
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
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Part 1: On The Outside
Name: L.B.B aka HB
D.O.B: 16 Nov
Current Status: Happily attached
Eye Colour: Black
Hair Colour: Black
Righty Or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Stung Scorpio
Part 2 : On The Inside
Your heritage: Chinese
Your fear: Bike breakdown, injuring my ankle, getting fatter and fatter and fatter
Your weakness: Fried food, curry, chocolate and her.
Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts 1st waking up: Why am I hugging my bolster instead of sweetie
Your Bedtime: 12mn - 2am
Your most missed memory: BMT
Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi Or Coke: Pepsi Cola 1,2,3
Macdonalds Or Burger King: Fried food..both goood
Single Or Group Dates: Single
Adidas Or Nike: Adidas
Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappucino Or Coffee: Kopi
Part 5: Do You?
Smoke: Yes No
Curse: Quite frequent
Drink: Drink and get drunk
Part 6: In the past month
Drank Alcohol: Did I?
Gone to the mall: Yeap
Been on stage: Nope
Eaten Sushi: Yes and grown fat too
Dyed hair: Nope
Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: No, got stripped for no reason by cousins when I was 10 or 12?
Changed who you were to fit in: Yeap
Part 8: Age You are hoping to be married: Yes
Part 9:
In a Guy Or Girl Best: Girl
Eye Colour: Any
Hair colour: Black or brown
Short Or Long Hair: Both will do
Part 10: What were you doing?
1 min ago: Eating chocolate and then went back to fridge for more.
1 hour ago: Playing games with sweetie's brother
1 yr ago: Might be in Brunei jungle
Part 11: Finish the sentence
I Love: Sweetie
I Feel: Fat
I Miss: Her and all my friends
I Hate: Liars
I Need: More time for friends, family and sweetie. Money. More exercise. A decision for my future.
Part 12: Tag 5 people!
1. Atiqah (Give it back to you! haha)
Bye bye
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
at |10:29 PM|
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Part 1: On The Outside
Name: Yi Hui
D.O.B: 29 Oct
Current Status: Single, doesn’t mean available and attached doesn’t mean unavailable haha…I am unavailable lah. (don’t want to get killed by someone)
Eye Colour: Dark Brown
Hair Colour: Blue Black
Righty Or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: Stinging Scorpio
Part 2 : On The Inside
Your heritage: Chinese
Your fear: Alotz leh…Losing loved ones, no dresses to buy, no money, no improvements…
Your weakness: Mini Schnauzer, Huskies, Durians, Tom Yum Soup, Liquer Chocolates and anything that is extra hot and spicy
Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts 1st waking up: Continue sleeping
Your Bedtime: Weekdays around 1pm, weekends even later
Your most missed memory: School Days!!!!
Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi Or Coke: Can I have sprite instead??
Macdonalds Or Burger King: I wan BK burger but Mac fries and sundae can???
Single Or Group Dates: Hmm…I am fine as long as I don’t feel left out
Adidas Or Nike: Puma please? (because Wu Zun and Zheng Yuan Chang always wear puma in their shows)
Chocolate Or Vanilla: Chocolate…woohoo!!!
Cappucino Or Coffee: Baileys!!
Part 5: Do You?
Smoke: *Shake head*
Curse: Obviously!!! Who don’t?
Drink: Duh!! This question needs to ask one meh?
Part 6: In the past month
Drank Alcohol: Yupz!! I miss my sex on the beach and long island!!
Gone to the mall: Think so bah!
Been on stage: Nope.
Eaten Sushi: Hehe…I ate at Genting!! Cheap cheap.
Dyed hair: It has just turned blue black recently loh.
Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: Nope but I don’t mind seeing people strip hehe…
Changed who you were to fit in: Should have bah.
Part 8: Age You are hoping to be married: *Shrug*
Part 9:
In a Guy Or Girl Best: Guy
Eye Colour: Dark Brown
Hair colour: Dark hair colour
Short Or Long Hair: Short please.
Part 10: What were you doing?
1 min ago: Preparing approval letter
1 hour ago: Replying emails1 mth ago: Don’t know
1 yr ago: Cant remember liao lah
Part 11: Finish the sentence
I Love: Myself and…
I Feel: Sianz and I hope to find a new start soon
I Miss: LBB and my friends
I Hate: Fakers
I Need: Motivation, determination, joy and a new start!
Part 12: Tag 5 people!
Jialut, I don’t know many friends who blog loh.
1. Daphne
2. Shi Ting
3. Jeannette
4. LBB
hehehe...tata
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YiHui BLaEh BLaEH...
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